November 17, 2011

8:03 am

Meh eggs and toast for breakfast, something is on the news about a stabbing not to far from my home better be safe and carry my pocket knife today.

8:52 am

Walking to the bus stop, whatever it’s nice outside so I won’t complain. An old lady at the bus stop needed money to ride the bus I ended up paying for her and she gave me a churro in return. Fuck yea I love churros!

9:07 am

The old lady thanked me before getting off her stop, I hope she has a nice day. I am almost to school. I just want to go back home and crawl into bed. 

9:28 am

The lady is checking in my work she can’t find my file I am growing angry this is the 3rd time she’s done this. 

9:30 am

The girl behind me is making fun of me with her friend. Fucking bitch you’re lucky the knife in my pocket doesn’t stab you through the eye right now. I should control my anger better but I’m sure no one likes being made fun of. 

10:04 am 

I finished my work and am now leaving the girl that made fun of me tripped and fell I made sure to laugh as I kept walking, thanks karma. Because I gave my money to the old lady I now have to walk home *sigh*

10:11 am

Holy cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet I found a 20 dollar bill on the floor! I looked around to see if anyone was close to me that might have dropped it but I am the only one walking down this road. Fuck yea! Karma is soooo shining down on me today d(^.^)b

10:19 am

Getting bubblegum ice cream YEAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! 

10:28 am

I should take a walk at my nearby park and enjoy this nice day I wonder if they finally finished construction. 

10:32 am 

Sitting in a park bench. I was going to bring Tony here when he came to visit but that won’t be happening. I finished my ice cream I wish it had lasted longer though I sure could go for another one. Tumblr on my phone is acting funny.

10:50 am

I’ve been sitting for a while now the breeze feels just so nice to get up. Plus the pain in my arm has finally calmed down. 

11:03 am

I checked facebook I shouldn’t have done that I feel like shit now the pain in my arm returned I feel dizzy. I just want to go home now. The urge to cut is growing again I can feel the itch.

11:16 am

I’m almost home I feel like a monster. 

11:20 am

I’m home. I don’t know what to do I feel like I’m going to throw up my arm is killing me. I just want to go to sleep I don’t have to worry about anything when I’m asleep. I’ll set this to publish later on in case I write anything else in today’s entry I should just delete this personal tumblr it’s pointless.

11:25 am

Monster’s deserve to die. I just to sleep.